My eyes open s l o w l y, softy

I am in my own bed

None of the pain is there

The cut is gone

I am calm

And I am safe

Looking over at my clock

It tells me, that it is the middle of the night

And I know I won’t fall asleep again

That I will lose rest

Because that’s what happens

When I choose ‘reality’

I get stuck with it

‘Till the next night comes

And I can fall asleep again